Taiwan Home Alone

This time is less stress. Wonder why? Because I am jobless and half self-employed so I don't have to worry about the dogs left unattended while I'm unable to apply long leave to stay at home with them.

The great news is I operated the washing machine by myself *show off proudly*. Yay!!!

And the most depress news is thinking about what to eat is a pain in the ass! I am really not the cooking type. Perhaps if eating and cooking comes with a companion, I might be motivated to cook proper food.

Day 1 - Showered Fifi. Washed her cage. Ate leftover rice and vegetables with some frozen fish balls soup. Continue painting.

Day 2 - Showered Gordon. Cut his super long nails. Bought brunch outside. Ate leftover brunch for dinner. Yum Cha with Elaine till midnight.

Day 3 - Laundry day. Defects follow-up for new house. Ate tuna with corn sandwich for brunch. Prepared all ingredients for cooking. Cooked fried rice for dinner.

Day 4 - *evil* Big plans. To clean up the fridge. All expired food, ingredients and sauces from packed food needs to be dumped for health reasons. This can only be done at this golden opportunity whenever the stubborn lady is not at home. 

To be continued....

How do you judge friendship?

hmnnnn.... most of the female story i have encountered sound like this. there's a ship. she doesn't have much space so at any 1 time, she could only bring 1 person into her ship. after sailing for months, she felt tired so she stopped at the bank to rest. FRIEND came along so she invited him/her onboard. So FRIENDship went sailing together. Soon, ship stopover for maintenance. Then RELATION came along and persuaded ship to sail with him. Ship said yes! So FRIEND needs to leave in order for RELATIONship to sail together. Many months later, they fought and ship decided to kick RELATION out. Then she felt lonely and realized FRIEND was left waiting at petrol station so she quickly sail back to pick him/her up. Ship waited and waited but FRIEND was nowhere to be found so ship became NONMEMBERship. Ship have no choice but to sail back alone again.

~THE END~

Chiang Mai Home Alone

It’s a habit to blog every time my family is away for vacation. I forgot to blog about it the last time they travelled to Guilin. Nothing much happened except I finally picked up the phone asked my friend to teach me how to use the washing machine. Yes! I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO OPERATE THE WASHING MACHINE! Hahaha and I still don’t know how to use the machine till today. But I am glad this time none of the fur kids at home were injured or sick. My home alone session at home was more peaceful and manageable.

This time my family went to Chiang Mai. Should there be no flight delay, they should have landed by this time which means my freedom being home alone will end soon in 1 hour once they reach home. What are the challenges and learning this time?

Well a very sick dog. He’s got some cancer like growth at his hind right leg. He’s too old to risk the operation so we have decided to put him on long term medication and vitamins. Cleaning his wound is definitely a huge challenge. It felt like as though I am fixing a bomb. My sweat was running like an open tap even if I’m just sitting on ground. I feel like crying every second of it looking at the pain which he needs to bear with. I beg him to hang in there. Hopefully he will be able to recover and spend many more years with us.

Washing is piece of cake this time. I chose to hand wash this time. Yes I’m a loser!

I begin to love this family travelling at least once a year tradition. Although I am home alone but I am happy for many reasons. They get to travel and relax at home. I earned my couple of day’s short freedom. I appreciate them more because I do miss their company and everybody shares some house chores. I feel safe and secure when I am out for work or play because I know someone is at home taking care of the fur kids.

I’m gonna miss the following list of things which you do with no shame when you are home alone *chuckle*.

o   Do house chores in YOUR own style

o   Watch TV whole day. Zero nagging that the TV is hot and needs rest or else it will explode anytime

o   Eat after all top priorities completed

o   Quiet and quality moments. Zero interruption

o   Eat ice cream

o   Leave plates and mugs in the basin and wash later

o   Let the fur kids sleeps wherever they feel most comfortable and close to us

o   Leave the bed unattended
 

o   Shower with door opened plus walk in and out naked

Shit! They are back early. Good bye freedom at home. Welcome freedom outside!

 

 

Family? Home?

Cried so hard. Fell asleep.

What happens if someone cried so hard that they almost collapse?

I felt extremely tired. Am having difficulty to catch my breath. Also feeling the pressure in my head. Similar feeling like a brain freeze.

Some family fight because they don't have a home to stay. We fight because we have a new home. Luxury and ready to move in anytime. What a joke!

What does family means? What is the real purpose of a house/home? What's the point of living together but we are not united and we couldn't even understand the real meaning of tolerance?

Well said

Another brilliant one~~~
Tuesday, April 12, 2011


It's 3:05am



I thought I was ready

Ready to keep it all, zip it, and stash it away into the dust.

I thought I would be able

Able to face all distractions, be indifferent, and turn away without a second glance.

Yet, it would not spare me

Spare me of the misery, to open, that callus once more.

Now I am stuck

Stuck over caring about you, wanting you, and needing you.

Because you have given your care, love, and energy to someone else

Someone else before me, whom I am no match for.

All I could do is pray

Pray that you will take a look, at me, once more, and acknowldge my presence.

Then I know, I would be ready

Ready to move on, without, without any regrets.



Posted by ~ Thai Boxing Girl ~

Companion

It's Arthur's Day and J's birthday too. A day to raise your glass of Guinness. Now with extra reason. MK has finally proposed to J. A gang of 4 single friends. Each with unique background and success stories. K got married first and now with a baby girl. Although gay relationship is not legally accepted in Malaysia but I think S already considered himself happily married. Finally, the overdue proposal came and June is engaged too. I am most happy for 3 of them to have found their own happiness.

Suddenly reality has knocked on my door to remind me that I am all alone now. A woman with career & money to spend. That's all.

Was reading an old friend's blog during dinner in the restaurant. 1 of her entry touched my heart so much. I almost cry in public while reading the brilliant words. How could someone in this world wrote something which I planned to write everyday but never have the time to pen it down somewhere?

Monday, April 11, 2011

Is this what you are feeling?

A companion to drink with

A companion to catch a movie with

Someone whom I can have breakfast, lunch and dinner with

But friends could not stay forever as they have a life to live on the next day


A companion to go crazy with

A companion to travel the world with

Someone who understands my humour

My life would be blissfully complete with that someone


Happiness is halved when I could only share it with myself

Even a drinking a bowl of Chicken soup for the soul could not warm my heart

And my bed feels so largely empty no matter how cosy it is.


Happiness is halved when I have no one to share with but myself.

Although I tried very hard to fill up my days,

All the festivities and celebrations always reminded me of my loneliness.


I don’t want to think about it, and so what if I do think about it?

All I could do is to spend all my nights writing in my blog.

Those few comments could never soothe the sense of lost in my heart.


To be alone and emotionally burden-free is actually an emotional burden too.

Too much freedom can cause us to panic about getting lost in it eventually.

If you really envy the limitless freedom I have, how about let’s exchange our lives?

Happiness is halved when I could only share it with myself.

Although I tried very hard to fill up my days,

Nobody knows how lonely I actually am.

Posted by ~ Thai Boxing Girl ~

Bua hahahhaha

Clearing some really old emails. Found this from Aurora. Burst into laughter!

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