Cried so hard. Fell asleep.
What happens if someone cried so hard that they almost collapse?
I felt extremely tired. Am having difficulty to catch my breath. Also feeling the pressure in my head. Similar feeling like a brain freeze.
Some family fight because they don't have a home to stay. We fight because we have a new home. Luxury and ready to move in anytime. What a joke!
What does family means? What is the real purpose of a house/home? What's the point of living together but we are not united and we couldn't even understand the real meaning of tolerance?
04 November 2012
23 September 2011
Well said
Another brilliant one~~~
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
It's 3:05am
I thought I was ready
Ready to keep it all, zip it, and stash it away into the dust.
I thought I would be able
Able to face all distractions, be indifferent, and turn away without a second glance.
Yet, it would not spare me
Spare me of the misery, to open, that callus once more.
Now I am stuck
Stuck over caring about you, wanting you, and needing you.
Because you have given your care, love, and energy to someone else
Someone else before me, whom I am no match for.
All I could do is pray
Pray that you will take a look, at me, once more, and acknowldge my presence.
Then I know, I would be ready
Ready to move on, without, without any regrets.
Posted by ~ Thai Boxing Girl ~
Companion
It's Arthur's Day and J's birthday too. A day to raise your glass of Guinness. Now with extra reason. MK has finally proposed to J. A gang of 4 single friends. Each with unique background and success stories. K got married first and now with a baby girl. Although gay relationship is not legally accepted in Malaysia but I think S already considered himself happily married. Finally, the overdue proposal came and June is engaged too. I am most happy for 3 of them to have found their own happiness.
Suddenly reality has knocked on my door to remind me that I am all alone now. A woman with career & money to spend. That's all.
Was reading an old friend's blog during dinner in the restaurant. 1 of her entry touched my heart so much. I almost cry in public while reading the brilliant words. How could someone in this world wrote something which I planned to write everyday but never have the time to pen it down somewhere?
Monday, April 11, 2011
Is this what you are feeling?
A companion to drink with
A companion to catch a movie with
Someone whom I can have breakfast, lunch and dinner with
But friends could not stay forever as they have a life to live on the next day
A companion to go crazy with
A companion to travel the world with
Someone who understands my humour
My life would be blissfully complete with that someone
Happiness is halved when I could only share it with myself
Even a drinking a bowl of Chicken soup for the soul could not warm my heart
And my bed feels so largely empty no matter how cosy it is.
Happiness is halved when I have no one to share with but myself.
Although I tried very hard to fill up my days,
All the festivities and celebrations always reminded me of my loneliness.
I don’t want to think about it, and so what if I do think about it?
All I could do is to spend all my nights writing in my blog.
Those few comments could never soothe the sense of lost in my heart.
To be alone and emotionally burden-free is actually an emotional burden too.
Too much freedom can cause us to panic about getting lost in it eventually.
If you really envy the limitless freedom I have, how about let’s exchange our lives?
Happiness is halved when I could only share it with myself.
Although I tried very hard to fill up my days,
Nobody knows how lonely I actually am.
Posted by ~ Thai Boxing Girl ~
Suddenly reality has knocked on my door to remind me that I am all alone now. A woman with career & money to spend. That's all.
Was reading an old friend's blog during dinner in the restaurant. 1 of her entry touched my heart so much. I almost cry in public while reading the brilliant words. How could someone in this world wrote something which I planned to write everyday but never have the time to pen it down somewhere?
Monday, April 11, 2011
Is this what you are feeling?
A companion to drink with
A companion to catch a movie with
Someone whom I can have breakfast, lunch and dinner with
But friends could not stay forever as they have a life to live on the next day
A companion to go crazy with
A companion to travel the world with
Someone who understands my humour
My life would be blissfully complete with that someone
Happiness is halved when I could only share it with myself
Even a drinking a bowl of Chicken soup for the soul could not warm my heart
And my bed feels so largely empty no matter how cosy it is.
Happiness is halved when I have no one to share with but myself.
Although I tried very hard to fill up my days,
All the festivities and celebrations always reminded me of my loneliness.
I don’t want to think about it, and so what if I do think about it?
All I could do is to spend all my nights writing in my blog.
Those few comments could never soothe the sense of lost in my heart.
To be alone and emotionally burden-free is actually an emotional burden too.
Too much freedom can cause us to panic about getting lost in it eventually.
If you really envy the limitless freedom I have, how about let’s exchange our lives?
Happiness is halved when I could only share it with myself.
Although I tried very hard to fill up my days,
Nobody knows how lonely I actually am.
Posted by ~ Thai Boxing Girl ~
21 May 2011
22 April 2011
17 April 2011
Sleepy
Why I'm always sleepy after lunch? I hate this after lunch feeling everyday. Some said because of the curry. Some said because you had heavy lunch but I don't think so. I just came back from Subway. The sandwich which I ate contains more vegetables than meat and I drank mineral water and now I'm sleepy like hell! @_@
20 March 2011
Lazy weekend
I hate to work on weekend. Why can't weekends be lazy with either hanging out with friends or laze at home for movie marathon?
I'm suppose to be preparing for handover but I am still managing new work. Bleh!
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